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02:40pm 28/06/2009
  I know I would be really sad if someone else posted this...but I can't keep my excitement to myselfCollapse )

No one else understands why this is exciting...
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09:06pm 18/06/2008
  none of this journal is me anymore.  
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just a thought...   
10:52pm 08/07/2007
  I had a thought today. The question I asked myself was, If I was in a soundproof (vision proof) room would I then sing or act to my full potential? When I try doing both I am always afraid someone can hear. Even in the comfort of my car singing I still hold back thinking someone can hear as I'm driving by another car. It doesn't even bother me that they can see me singing really crazy... And then If I try repeating a line someone is acting on tv/movie, it's not all there like someone is judging me. So I wonder about that sound/vision proof room. I probably would still be paranoid that you could hear through walls...

moral: I wish I could be myself 100% when faced with... myself.

I also wish I wouldn't look down and see a mosquito sucking my blood and infecting me.

I also wish  it didn't smell like a humid swamp in my house.

Thank the lord for josh groban. amen.  (i don't pray or talk to this 'lord')


thank the lord again that i really like my job and finally have money in the bank (money in the back i got money in the bank-rap)

I'm going to learn French and go to France!
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hey hey you you i don't like your girlfriend   
12:13am 20/04/2007
mood: aggravated
i hate you now
so go away from me
youre gone
so long
i can do better
i can do better
hey you
i found myself again
thats why
i can do better
i can do better
youre so full of shit
i cant stand the way you act - you just cant comprehend
i dont think that she can handle it
[ Lyrics found on http://www.metrolyrics.com ]

im way over
over it.
i will drink as much limoncello as i can
and ill do it again and again
i dont really care what you have to say
cause you know - you know youre nothing.
im so sick
im sick of your shit
dont deny
youre a waste of time
im sick of your shit
dont ask why.


I love singing this song in my car alone.

I just saw Megan Mullally on Conan. It was a pleasnt surprise since I wasn't aware she was on.

I had a very productive day today, but it still wasn't enjoyed due to a certain circumstance I REFUSE to let get to me.

Wow, bjork is on snl this weekend. Where has she been. That'll def be recroded.


I feel like doing that outloud.

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Hate Leno, love Luke   
11:02pm 16/04/2007
mood: aggravated
Luke Wilson is adorable. I can't tell which Wilson brother's personality I like better though.

Rando thoughts.
Kind of sick of it all.   
02:17pm 07/04/2007
mood: hungry
So I'm looking at all my past journal entries...

I'm so glad I grew up.

I sound so stupid. I was going to delete them all because they embarass me, but then again who goes back and reads all of them?  I wont make that mistake again.

I'm a little hung over right now, but all i'm thinking about is a fried bologna sandwhich with melty melty cheeeeeese. yum-o.

I should have left last night when I wanted to, way early in the night. It was a weird night to begin with and it only got weirder for me. For the longest time I was just annoyed with everyone around me. What they were saying, how they were saying it. It's weird I have them for friends... But then I got out of my observation mode and joined the fun for a bit... until well, what I expected would happen.

I told secrets last night to someone I don't think I should have. I hope it doesn't come back to me.

However, Dena did squeeze my boob... highlight?
10:58pm 06/11/2006
mood: ecstatic
I can finally breath now. I got the new Josh cd. It just finished downloading. I will buy it later. I'm quite excited.
number 2!   
10:31pm 11/10/2006
mood: okay
Went to school today. well for a third of the day.

I didn't do much today. Hung out with June and then met up with Alex and had Oreganos and Jeff joined. I guess we're friends again. Ha how retarded. I guess we're "even." So foolish. 2nd LOST episode of the season. It's getting better....but it's just not the same when it's in a DVD and no commercials and you can see one after the other. But like Jeff said it's kind of an obligation. So many hours spent on those DVDs....cannot just leave. It's impossible. 

I'm listening to Josh's new song "You Are Loved (Don't Give Up)"... here we go again. Can't wait for the cd! I really can't. Really really really can't.

This face mask is very tight. I can't open my mouth.

June's hair apt. is tomorrow. I hope it turns out really good. I wonder what's happening after that. Hopefully it is Pink Taco with Jeff because I really want Pink Taco, no matter how disgusting that name sounds. It's either a vagina or uncooked meat in a taco. Either way that's gross....but those nachos were like...heaven. Ow my mask.

ha portions for foxes just came on. oh that silly song.

Stephen called me tonight. It was a pleasant surprise and we had a lovely chat. I'll call him later this week because I can easily talk to him and that's rare for me I think.

my face is dying.

yay for journal entries.
The Return of Anna???   
07:57pm 10/10/2006
mood: confused
I haven't been to Livejournal in such a long time. And I think that's about to change.

I'm in college now. I don't have many strong relationships neither family or friends. I wish that would change. I cry too much. I wish that would change too. I keep listening to Christmas music ha. Well basically just the Love Actually soundtrack.

I'm going to try and do daily updates. Those were fun.

Until then....
11:58pm 30/03/2006
  TO ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  
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SHOO i gotta tie mah shoe   
10:19pm 29/03/2006
mood: bouncy

travie-poo with a stray hair

now that's SEDUCTIVE

rabbit fur coat

mah bruiiiiiise.

in prescott...scary hands!!!! haaaaaaaaa

more prescott

i hate herman! i love kitty kat....cat i'm a kitty cat and i dance dance dance and i dance dance dance

not a prom dress but i tried it on....BOOBIES!

i liked this dress.. looks like i'm in a wedding

curly hair shoot

mah shades...acutally alex's

ewwwwwwwy me. but we're best fwends

my S_E_X_ picture... yea? it happened so what.

what what what

crazy niiiights


our gangsta tats

life moves pretty fast, you don't stop to take a look around , you could miss it

you can almost see johnny

i'm a little gone...

or am i distracted by the amazing fire!!!!1

we cool

oh boy oh boy

prescott stream. my favorite stream

my first snowfall sight!

yes mom i'm a retard...sorry

my llama i bought with the dinester and my yummy popcorn

MY 18TH IS ON FRIDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

for meeeee
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12:00am 28/02/2006
mood: tired

When all you've got is nothing, there's a lot to g...round.   
11:32pm 23/02/2006
mood: tired
[when did LJ get new buttons? ]

Listening to "Through Heaven's Eyes" from Prince of Egypt only brings me back to eating pizza in Papa John's parking lot while cooling off our pizza with the air conditioner as a papa john's dilivery man stares at two crazy girls blasting the song.   oh ho ho oh man.


lai lai lai lai liddle lie lie lie lie lie lie lie lie lie lie lie lie lie lie liddle lie lie lie lie lie lie!
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dumb songs that keep relating to my life perfectly...stop that.   
04:12pm 10/02/2006
mood: nervous

                                                            I'm so tired of being lonely
                                                    I still have some love to give
                                                        Won't you show me that you really care

                                        Everybody's got somebody to lean on
                                                        Put your body next to mine, and dream on
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I can't stop...   
05:44pm 31/01/2006
I can't stop...listening to this song!!Collapse )
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11:52pm 30/01/2006
mood: tired
Pictures of F.U.N.Collapse )
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04:27pm 29/01/2006
  Picture post coming soon. i hate work. and i hate sundays.
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darn you   
08:38pm 23/01/2006
  i wish i had money for Chris Botti....but i don't and it makes me want to rob a bank a litle bit.
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for me   
10:52pm 22/01/2006
  Josh Video  
Get Him Back- Fiona Apple   
01:38pm 16/01/2006
mood: the dillo is soooon!!!

One man, he'd disappoint me
He'd give me the gouge and he take my glee
Now every other man I see
Remind me of the
One man who disappointed me

Wait 'til I get him back
He won't have a back to scratch
Yeah, keep turning that chin
And you will see my face
As I figure how to kill what I cannot catch

So I say "and on I go"
To another one who disappoint me so, oh oh

The next one up
A contemptible snob
He lived to put things in their place
He did a commendable job
He put himself so low
He can hardly even look me in the face

Wait 'til I get him back
He won't have a back to scratch
Yeah, keep turning that chin
And you will see my face
As I figure how to kill what I cannot catch

Oh, he made my blood just burn
I flipped so far
I thought that I would not return

But the last one I had
Who was getting my hopes up
I might have been a little fast to dismiss
I think he let me down when he didn't disappoint me
He didn't always guess right but he usually got my gist

So wait til I get him back
I'm gonna bring him home
And I'll watch him unpack
He keep turning that chin
And you will see my face
Is fixed on the one
I'm gonna get back

I'm gonna get him back
I am
I'm gonna get him back
I really am
I'm gonna get him back
I'm gonna get him back
I'm gonna get him back